Sunday, September 6, 2009
每个人都在追求自己的“完美”。而突然间，我发现我追求的“完美”，一点都不完美，也不能让我幸福。
到底幸福的定义是什么？
Haixx.. So sian of life nowadays. Wat can u do in life? Life is mainly bout studying, working & dying. So wat's gd bout life? Nothing. Even during the holidays, filled with projects, cca, and everything. 7 days of holidays, onli 2 days for my own. Might b onli 1 day. I'm not sure yet. But then again, 我是不是应该懂得知足？I dun noe.
Felt lyke writing an essay on 幸福. LOL. I'm ramdoming. Haixx. But then, I still have years b4 I die. Wonder hw long I can survive.
I'm seriously running out of $$ these days. Own Charmaine $5 & Yanni $4.80. Might have to borrow another $10 from my mummy to watch movie with Amanda they all on Wednesday. & I already borrowed $10 from here for watching G-Force yester day. Haixx.
Dun feel lyke talking bout Flag Day. Terrible experience. But @ least I'll be able to help ppl. Which makes me happy. LOL. Well, mayb the defination of happiness is to help ppl? LOL.
Got back my report book. Well, wasn't able to show it to my dad cos mummy says bro scored badly. If I show him mine, then he'll ask for my bro's. Then my bro would get scolded. But then, somehw I think doing this is wrong. 1stly, it wouldn't help my bro rite? I mean, if my bro developes the mindset of thinking dat everytime he could escape, means he wouldn't study hard rite? & I dun find the purpose of studying hard anymore. My dad wouldn't praise me, since I cant show it to him rite?
CO makes me stressed nowadays. Those songs dat we need to learn, its so hard. & its makes u more sad to see those seniors playing them lyke they're the easiet thing on Earth. & I cant find the time to practice.
Music project. I told Charmaine dat I regretted using 约定. Its too low-pitch liao. ):
Ok. I think I have nth more to say liao. So, gtg. Bye.
